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Uhh hello all,
It's been awhile.I'm trying to think if theres anything new going on with me,annddd i really don't think so. I got a new job.. thats about it, smh. ciao
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[27 Feb 2009|05:45pm] |
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I really don't feel like resizing this or anything. So deal. Plus, i don't get on this enough to really care. PLUS, i just got my fucking wisdom teeth out and i feel like hell.. however, i have percocet. Hope everyone is doing well. I'm ok.
Ciao
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[18 Dec 2008|01:01pm] |
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I'm not even sure what to write in these anymore.
Anyways, hope all is well
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[17 Jul 2008|11:26am] |
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I forgot about this, oh well
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[08 Jan 2008|01:33am] |
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Yo,next week i get paid vacation for 40 hours. I wanna do something or go somewhere, ahhhhh
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[05 Dec 2007|01:44am] |
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Everything has gone to shit
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[30 Oct 2007|12:26am] |
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'Cause we rule i guess.
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[13 Oct 2007|09:46pm] |
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Soo my assumptions on "Across the Universe' were very much accurate. The fella who plays "Jude" reminds me of a cross between Orlando Bloom, Kalan, and a youngish Paul McCartney.& The girl who played "Lucy" looked exactly like the actress LeeLee Sobieski. It was insane.A beautifully encompassed masterpiece which was pretty much a two hour long music video. (Probably the greatest music video ever composed)It kinda reminded me of a willy wonka, meets wizard of oz, meets every other fantastic movie with the best sound track ever all in one. Ahh. There was this constant feeling of my vision being on acid, throughout the movie.It was an experience. Honestly, i can whole heartedly admit it as being one of the best films i've ever seen in my entire existence on planet earth. Ahh.
Ellie and i for our field research assignment had to go visit another religon to write about and we chose the "Sikh" religon. We drove to Fairfax station to sit at one of the religous ceremonies. We first walked in and had to take our shoes off, and then were placed with pink bandana looking head pieces for we werent aloud to walk in there without one. We then went to interview the "high priest" and he was very vague in everything he said, asking all about the religon and where it originated and how its spread and just a bit about it, and i'm not sure if it was a language barrier or he just simply didn't feel like explaining it, because everything we asked he gave us a one line bland answer i.e "How often do you pray?he then answered with "whenever we can" Idk, maybe he wasnt aware we were lookign for something a little more specific but it was a little odd. Then we sat down and they gave us indian food, i thought it was really good actually.Sitting indian style on the carpts observing all the ladies and little kids with bright neon colour and sequency outifts and turbans on we hear above all the screamy little kids this constant sound almost like a moan on the loud speaker. We don't know what the hell is going on,so then the high priest comes down and tells us its time to start, and the service is actually upstairs. We went upstairs and we notice that the men are on one side against the wall, and the ladies are on the other side against the wall, so we joined them. Alot of ppl started coming and lining up behind this coffin looking thing putting money in and kissing the ground. It was almost surreal in a sense. The quiet, but constant reading of the Adi Grath in a foreign language was kinda serene. The respect in that place was bouncing off the walls, it was something i had never experienced and was really cool. I can't put into words how different it was, like a new world, but in a good refreshing way. I can't stop thinking about it, and Across the Universe! AHhh.Ari moves back soon, and the inside of my house looks like Halloween threw up all over.Great!
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[02 Oct 2007|11:10pm] |
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My psych teacher is really cool, but she always has us doing some sort of odd exercise like laughing in the middle of no where or memorizing pointless number sequences. But last class she asked for us to discuss this question,"If you were to keep either your intellect or your emotions which would it be"?Of course by intellect we don't mean your automatically a genius, its just simply what you know now. I personally decide emotions, without a doubt. My reasoning is, is (err so i think) if there were no emotions in this world everything would seem robotic. There would be no feelings in anything, no religon, music, love, happiness,pain. I understand if there was no pain you wouldnt know happiness and vice versa, but if there is neither. What are we?Just bottomless beings without a soul? Could you imagine? There would be no opinions or different ideas.. No discovering or understanding. Connecting with anyone would be nearly impossible. No one could learn or feel, teach or guide, listen or ponder. Individuality would barely exist.Procreation would be incredibly bland.(If not, lack thereof)Intellect and emotions are so deeply intertwined its hard to look at it as just one or the other. I mean i'm positive i could live without certain bullshit emotions and feelings i have at times, but living without love or happiness,without experience, and lessons would be a life not lived. I know i will never be in a situation that has to make me choose intellect or emotion but i find it sorta interesting to think about, i guess i just wasn't aware of how emotions play such a big role in existence, it's weird. Anyway. I'm going to a wedding this weekend with Kalan to Virginia Beach, he's one of the groomsman awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Nah, but hopefully mother nature doesn't decide to take her toll during it, outdoorsy is risky. It's almost our 6 months too! So bizarre. I would love to say more, except this melatonin is starting to kick in d;lf
ps: On the run just started serving my favourite pumpkin spice coffee! Ahhh October
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[19 Sep 2007|01:52pm] |
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We're blowfishessssss.
-Beth and Meg both had their babies.
-I reallllyyyyyyyy wanna see that movie " Across the Universe" it just looks amazing, and the sound track has to be phenomenal.
-Is Metalocalypse ever going to come back on? I liked it, and kinda miss it.
..Another thing i really miss that is back issss.. Football seasssssoooonn! Ah, i get some sort of an adreneline rush just thinking about it. Soo,Eagles lost against Redskins Monday night.It was a mess,and very depressing watching it. Mcnabb needs to tighten his game, and step it up. Westbrook was doing well and for some reason i have a gut feeling he is going to get hurt(If not Mcnabb) Although Quarter back issue doesn't really worry me as much seeing as our new 2nd string quarter back is Kevin Kolb, which i hear is really good.When last season it was Garcia, he was very surprigingly good)and be out, before the season is over, but the Eagles need to pull it together, seriously. I can't be doin this.The Redskin? Ughhhh. It's really difficult to try and study in between plays and commercials too. I'm not too sure how well i did on that exam.
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[10 Sep 2007|01:52am] |
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I AM NOT AUDRINA FROM THE HILLS!!!!!!!!!
QUIT YOUR STUPID COMMENTS.
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[07 Sep 2007|01:19pm] |
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Tommorow marks the anniversary of my baby balled up fists, and golden fleece diapers.Err, not quite. But i was born tommorow years and years ago. I'm sitting in Kalan's room waiting for him to get home from work so we can head to Virginia Beach! I just ate a banana. & i got new cowboy boots!
ps: Singularity sucks.
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[21 Aug 2007|11:05pm] |
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It seems like everyone else is always going through these drastic changes, and for me it just remains the same ol' boring lifestyle i've been living for the past 3 years. Except now i have a car payment, 2 jobs, and more classes(that i must get A's in or i owe back every penny to my parents). Which probably isn't hard.. but pressure of my parents breathing down my neck about it could kill me. (Plus, if i end up taking dental school.. then te classes i'm takling now would be completely pointless) Ugh,Speaking of which, my friend tried to kill himself the other night. I'm not going to say anything else except he is more than that. When Kalan told me my stomach dropped, and i got nautious.I'm glad he's ok for now though.It just worries me.
Also, i've come to the observation that Kalan has alot of the same characteristics as my own dad, alot of the times. He just tells me stuff that i need to do or been putting off, that i'm already aware of. Ie: Getting a better paying job, so i can pay off my car, move out, and become more independent.. which i'm not so carving me into it is difficult and then i'm stubborn.Buuuut, I'm thankful that i have a boyfriend that obviously says these things because he cares about me,it gets aggitating too because alot of times it seems as though its condescending, which i'm sure isn't at all intentional i just seem to notice the negative i suppose. The bettering myself process, err something. School starts tommorow and i have every class with Ellie. That was purposely though so we can car-pool( does anyone say that anymore?), cause we are lame and want to conserve our gas.& Everytime we go somewhere together everyone asks us if we are sisters, we looked nothing alike until Ellie dyes her hair a darker brown and gets side bangs. haha, cool! I really don't mind actually it's sort of fun. I just got back from the beach with Kalan it was an experience. I had the opportunity to meet his family and his cute as hell little sisters and brother. I was impressed at the fact that the moment he walked in to his parents house, his little sister (age 6) ran up to him, only to jump in his arms and kissed him all over his face, His other sister sitting on his other lap playing with his hair.It made me just adore him that much more knowing there is other people out there that glow at his presence as much as i do. I met up with Naseem,Navid and Jordan who came to Virginia beach the same time we did from NOVA. & We all went out to eat breakfast and went to the beach and stuff, that was cool. But,I think my favourite combination of all is my boyfriend, the beach, and endless conversations about wishes, dreams, questions and pondering. I'd erase any day to do that again, and again.
Ohh, my birthday is in about 2 weeks. But what are those anymore though right?
I'm going to brush my teeth
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[27 Jun 2007|12:42am] |
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This summer seems strange to me for some reason, either everything is happening really fast, and then at times i feel like everything's in slow motion.It's hard to keep up with..Anyway, Kati had her baby June 18th, a baby girl..Another one. Beth and Meg are due in August sometime, and Meg only wants me in the delivery room when she has her baby, i wonder why me?Chris(my older brother) moved back from Florida, who knows what he's up to,in all honesty.. probably no good.My laptop broke and i don't know how the hell to fix it.
Oh yeah,I went to D.C to go to the zoo a couple weeks ago, and it's so weird to just sit there on the metro and to observe everyone who gets on and off, ranging from older men in buisness suits, to women dressed in running gear, to guys that look like they just came out of a R&B video.So many different faces from different places,yet no one says one word to one another, and if they do it's on their cell phone, rarely to the stranger standing next to them. You would think with the amount of people there the sound would be unbearable? Everyone all seemed to have the same sort of worn-out, drained/exhausted look to them too. Almost a sence of weariness.You could probably hear a pin drop.It was sort of depressing actually...Well eventually we got to the zoo and let me just say it's not what i was expecting.From what i remember the zoo to be, to what i just recently saw was pathetic. No giraffes, no zebras, no nothn'! & the animals that were there, either were hiding,or the grass was too tall and you only saw little ears. I was let down.
But on a lighter note, i am going to Virginia Beach with Kalan this weekend, actually we are leaving Thursday night after i get off work. I'm ready to leave man, i haven't had a vacation in forever it seems like, and with my boyfriend it will be that much better, ey?Bring it onnnnnnn, fuck i'm tired.
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[02 May 2007|02:40am] |
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Wow, i'm just going to go ahead and jump on this cool band wagon and do this shit too, no one even tagged me. Ooooh.
1. I've come to realize that my last kiss....Should, and will happen again very soon.
2. I am listening to..... Sigur Ros.
3. I talk.....Too much.
4. I love.....Alot, but alot of times it's hard to tell.
5. My friends... Are invisible.
6. My first real kiss... Define "real"
7. The number seven is missing because......
8. Love... Is a priviledge.
9. Marriage is... Eternal.
10. Somewhere, someone is thinking... About suicide. (Proven fact)
11. I'll always... Brush my teeth, 'cause thats essential.
12. I have a secret crush... not telling or it wouldnt be too much of a secret.
13. The last time I cried was because... Probably out of frustration.
14. My cell phone.. Is rad, cause' i got a new one yesterday.
15. When I wake up in the morning... I look at my cell phone.
16. Before I go to bed I....Wash my face, and brush my teeth.
17. Right now I am thinking about... How fucking amazing Sigur Ros is,and always will be.
18. Babies are... Oblivious.
19. I get on Myspace... CUZ iTZ SO kEwL!11~*
20. Today I... Went to work.
21. Tonight I will... Go to sleep eventually when this album is over.
22. Tomorrow I will be... Working all fucking day.
23. I really want... This weekend to come.
24. I tag..... Uh, whoever didn't get tagged yet.
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[30 Apr 2007|01:53am] |
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I have no one.Comfortless.I'm becoming hollow,fuck it.
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